ausare: (Sing)
Ugh, I haven't blogged in forever.

Work has been overwhelming(ly tiring), and it doesn't help that I've started having Japanese classes twice a week after work so I've been getting back at around 11pm almost every other day, especially if I meet up with friends for dinner and such. Not that I'm complaining; I'm of the belief that I should do whatever I can without exhausting myself entirely when I have time. Live life fully, yeah? Although it does mean having less time for myself, like catching up with TV shows, reading, manga, blogging... Although I don't have anything interesting happening in my life all the time so there's no point blogging frequently, anyway.

I'm trying to make time for reading by getting ebooks to read on the way to work and back (which was how I finally finished re-reading Harry Potter! In time for the final movie! OMG it's the last movie already...), and I've just changed my mobile phone to a HTC Desire S so I'll be able to watch .avi format shows and read manga from there.

I guess all these are inevitable, this whole growing up, shifting priorities, limited number of hours a day to work with... Of course I can let all those go so I have time to rest, but I don't want to. It's part of me, how I am, all these interests in shows and manga, even know people would probably think I should be growing out of those. There's no way I'll let go of the things that made me the way I am now, which is why I'm finding ways to hold on to them.

What I miss the most, though, is writing. It's so difficult to find the time to write, and for that spare time to coincide with the muse, although the right way to do it is to force myself to write and sooner or later the "groove" will come back.

I miss creating stories, letting words spill from my mind through my fingers, creating people - characters, creating something meaningful from the arrangement of words.

Of all the things I've had to put aside during weekdays and most of the weekends that are spent either with various groups of friends or Y... I JUST REALLY MISS WRITING, OKAY :'(

Right, enough with the angst. Life update! Life-long dream #2 (well, not life-long, but pretty important, anyway) achieved! Well, not "achieved", but in planning stage.

I'M GOING TO JAPAN TO WATCH w-inds.'s 10TH ANNIVERSARY CONCERT!!!

I'll be going with Jane, someone I've met in the fan community on LJ (like what, couple of years ago?), to Osaka and Kyoto HOLY SHIZZLES KYOTO!!! :DDD

Anyway, we're beginning to plan our itinerary, but the plane tickets and accommodation were already booked. OMG THE EXCITEMENT. I swear, it's overflowing to the point where every time we talk/text/meet each other and talk about it we spend 25% of the time squeeing. FOR REAL.

OH DEAR LORDS I think it hasn't really sunk in that I'll be seeing the w-inds. boys IN REAL LIFE. I hope I don't cry or faint at the sight of them when we get there!


以上、Chii です。

ausare: (Ausare)
まだ一年。
まだいちねん。
Mada ichinen.
Yet another year.

Wow. I haven't been blogging for a little over a month and it's almost new year already? Okay, small update, I'm doing fine, work is all right, colleagues are nice (psychotic, but just the way I like it YAY) parents are just as infuriating and nothing interesting happened recently because work is now taking up majority of my time, unlike back in uni when classes end early and we can go elsewhere to have fun. OH OH OH. I've gotten my new passport today! You know how cooped up you are when your (my old) passport is 98% empty, expired three years ago and the photo is of you at age 11 (or was it 9? I couldn't tell). YAY COMPANY (team) TRIP TO BATAM THIS COMING JANUARY!

Regarding 2010/2011 )


以上、Chii です。

ausare: (Default)
君しかいらない。
きみしかいらない。
Kimi shika iranai.
:)

So I came home around 9p.m. after a rare weekday dinner date with the bf. Heh. And it's near midnight now so I don't have much time to ramble on so... here's a video for this Monday. Also. I has long weekend! Thank you, company, for giving us half-days on the eve of public holidays so I'm getting a half-day on Thursday (and we get to come into the office in casual wear woot woot!), a public holiday on Friday, and weekends! YAY!

VIDEO MONDAY 26


[Direct link to the video]

A fan-made video of w-inds.'s 'Some More'. This video's really well put together and I'm loving this song all over again.


以上、Chii です。

ausare: (Yellow)
Who cares if you disagree?
You are not me, who made you king of anything?
So you dare tell me who to be?
Who died and made you king of anything?
- King of Anything, Sara Bareilles

To the bane of my existence: )

VIDEO MONDAY 22


[Direct link to the video]

I've been watching this teaser clip from Easy A since last week and I can't stop watching it and it's the one small thing that cheers me up each day and I think I'll be watching this at least 10 times tonight to feel remotely cheered up. I'm also kinda wanting to watch this movie although I stopped watching chick flicks in cinemas. Hmm. We shall see.


以上、Chii です。

ausare: (Sing)
幼年時代の終り。
ようねんじだいのおわり。
Younen jidai no owari.
The end of (my) childhood.

After what seemed like forever, I've finally watched Toy Story 3 yesterday with Jay, Nat and Y (yes, I sat in between Jay and Y—the two non-believers of Pixar and animated films in general—on purpose). I was doing happy-flaily-dances of excitement even before entering the theatre and was already chair-dancing at Disney's lead-in sequence with Cinderella's (Sleeping Beauty's?) castle and and and :D

The short film before the actual movie, Day and Night, as is Pixar's tradition, was pretty cool with the totally different way of showing a movie and the story. Oh oh oh, the message in it was pretty awesome too. Aah~ So much love XD

TOY STORY 3! No spoilers; cut for CAPS LOCK abuse and fangirl ramblings )

VIDEO MONDAY 21


[Direct link to the video]

It's awesome how he plays so effortlessly what I think is extremely difficult to play right. Aah... I need a new guitar :(


以上、Chii です。

ausare: (Sing)
キャアアアアア〜
KYAAAAA~

New w-inds. song! This song is SO DARN ADDICTIVE. I've been listening to this FOREVER since last night and just. GUH.

*FANGIRLY FLAIL*

RYOHEI IS SO HOT. Especially at 00:37-38. OH GODS. UNF YES RIIDA KEEP FLIPPING YOUR HAIR. And Keita! Okay, I'll have to admit, I prefer him with darker hair, but his spiked blond hair looks better than fall-over-the-forehead-fringe sort of blond hair. For some reason I find him hotter when I can see his forehead. Am weird. Ryuichi! There is a very sad lack of Ryuichi scenes. BUT HE'S STILL HOT.

The dance. THE. DANCE. Love the one with the background dancers alternating with mannequins and the one at the end. Aaaaahhhhh~~~


[Direct link to video here.]

BRB GONNA GO CHAIR-DANCE TO THIS SONG. Can they please release this single earlier than 23 June? I can't wait that long!

Wait... It's June already? D: Why is time passing by so quickly?


以上、Chii です。

ausare: (Psycho)
退屈だ〜
たいくつだ〜
Taikutsu da~
(I'm) bored~

Right. So I've been lazy and my LJ is on the verge of becoming a wasteland. I'm supposed to do my readings for Journalism because our presentation is in less than a week and we have to email one another the information to put into our Powerpoint slides by Monday, but, as we all know, it doesn't take much for me to give in to procrastination. Especially when there is proper work that needs to be done.

[Random update inserted here!]
Recently Zhenni, [livejournal.com profile] thesuperette and I went to Sunshine Plaza because [livejournal.com profile] thesuperette wanted to find some photography shop to check out a super small (toy?) digital camera she saw in a magazine, and even though I tried not to, I got attracted to a digital lomography camera.

If I'm not wrong, it's a Harinezumi 2. I was bought over by it having a macro function and being able to do sound recording. But I don't have the money to buy it =(

Ah well. *Adds to neverending wishlist*

Anyway, as I was saying, am bored and am procrastinating. So you get multiple updates from me! Woots!

Here's something random )

Musicals are ♥ )

Small accomplishment during my pathetic trimester “holiday”  )


以上、Chii です。

ausare: (Yellow)
Am so pissed that all I'm concentrating my effort on is to control my temper or I'll be cursing and swearing right now. There are so many angry, negative thoughts shooting through my mind that I can't begin to type coherently if I tried to blog about this current... situation. Looking back, it's hard to imagine how I used to love it and enjoy my long hours when now, even just thinking about them and seeing their status updates on Facebook is enough to boil my anger all over again even if they're not the cause of it. Then again, when I'm thinking about them, I can't help wondering if the understanding of what we share isn't mutual, that I'm the only one being too sentimental and automatically putting this on a pedestal because that's the kind of person I am, thinking too highly of friendships when the people I share it with obviously don't think the same.

Anyway. I can't blog like this—without a clear mind and a better sense of objectivity, where I might end up regretting what I shared online when I read my old entries again in the next few days or weeks.

Meanwhile, here's something cheerful.

VIDEO MONDAY 19


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Oh, the things we don't realise until someone points it out.


以上、Chii です。

ausare: (Sing)
Do you have good friends from other countries that you've met on LiveJournal? Have you ever met them in person? If not, do you think you ever will?
Submitted By moskalkov_opera (on LiveJournal)

Nope, I'm not getting a writer's/blogging block. I'm just trying to ease my way back in after my long blogging hiatus. HAI FLIST DID YOU MISS ME? :D

So. I do have good friends that I've made thanks to LJ and nope we haven't met in person. I wish we could meet in person but I'm not sure whether it'll be possible. It will be super awesome if we could, though.

My first few LJ friends were made through fandom (big surprise), specifically the CSI: Miami fandom, in the order of [livejournal.com profile] swift_tales, [livejournal.com profile] lausi_gm and [livejournal.com profile] spilled_notes. [livejournal.com profile] swift_tales was kind of unexpected because I was following her Odd Colour Series on FanFiction.Net and it led to more of her fics on her LJ. Thanks to the power of fangirling over the same OTP and fanfic commenting, there came friendship and the joining of LJ communities, which led me to [livejournal.com profile] lausi_gm and [livejournal.com profile] spilled_notes, who are awesome people who remind me to think more of myself than I do and who reassure me that I'm not as alone as I always think I am.

It's strange yet awesome how just one common interest can sustain these friendships for these past few years, and it's even more awesome that our common fandoms keep expanding to include Torchwood (oh, Ianto *wibbles*) and Merlin. I love it that we have similar tastes in UK series.

Then there's the fandom for w-inds. and WaT, where I've met [livejournal.com profile] lovryu, [livejournal.com profile] esined_xoxo, [livejournal.com profile] tomosuki, [livejournal.com profile] chychaai and [livejournal.com profile] gn_chan. The first three don't really count since we're in the same country, but I like them and they deserve a mention, especially [livejournal.com profile] lovryu, with whom I've shared lots of late-night-early-morning flaily times with over pretty and hilarious Japanese boys, the Merlin cast (Gaius's eyebrows FTW!), cracky British comedy shows, the similarities of our lives having been through the same education system and having enough similar character traits to be LJ-and-MSN-IM twins, and the EPIC FAIL of our fellow Singaporeans.

Come to think of it, the main reason why I know all these people came down to our love for hot and/or pretty boys/men. I love how superficial us fangirls are XD


以上、Chii です。

ausare: (Yellow)
また木曜日の終わり〜
またもくようびのおわり〜

Mata mokuyoubi no owari~
(It's) the end of Thursday again~

No!!! *Echoes*

It's the end of the second school week (I don't have classes on Friday this trimester. Yay for long weekend)! I can literally feel the stress of the coming 12 weeks of assignments and epic deadlines. Ugh, the calm before the storm doesn't feel that calm after all.

Anyway. I've been strangely psychic these days. Last week, I was just having a random thought about buying an eyeliner, and this morning I found one under the desk I was sitting at during my lecture. I thought it was Jay's because she was already sitting there, but it wasn't (even though she uses the same one). It was quite new and unused, too. Wow. Okay, well. I'm not a big fan of make-up (the only make-up I have is my lip balm. True story) and I prefer liquid eyeliner to the pencil one I found, but hey, it's free. Maybe I should try it tomorrow?

Also, I have a new song that I don't mind being on loop in my mind (as compared to 'Bad Romance', which has been looping insistently since last Saturday night, ugh) because good lyrics are hard to come by in English songs:


[Direct link]

There now, steady, love, so few come and don't go.
Will you, won't you, be the one I'll always know?
When I'm losing my control, the city spins around.
You're the only one who knows, you slow it down.
Look After You, The Fray


以上、Chii です。

'Graffiti', xkcd

"This graffiti is
fleeting human contact
both of us lost,
but for a moment
we're lost together.
I wonder who you are."

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