Academic suicide
Apr. 12th, 2009 01:27 pmわたしはバカです。
Watashi wa baka desu.
I am an idiot.
So I have a 3000-words audience study research essay due tomorrow night, and I only have about 400 words now. The previous public relations assignment has really sucked my brain dry. I have absolutely no drive to finish this last assignment, and am in no mood to do it. I just know that it won't be up to my previous semester's essay's standards and that self-knowledge kind of put me off doing this assignment too. I just feel like giving up, but at the same time I know I can't give up even though I already have an passing grade from all my other assignments for this module.
And I just remembered that I had a dream last night about the Doctor Who 2009 Easter Special getting postponed. Then I realised that my subconsciousness had intended for it to be a nightmare (I do recall freaking out in my dream because of the episode getting postponed). The things I do to myself when I'm encountering impending doom deadlines.
Oh, Self, of course they can't postpone the Easter Special on Easter Sunday. It is still on, and by the time someone uploads it on the Internet, deadlines will be over and done with and you can chill and enjoy it without academic-deadline fear. Understood? Yes? Good. Now go finish your assignment.
以上、Chii です。