When you want something

[ausare]

When you want something hard enough, you'll find a way to make it happen. Or something like that, I can't remember the actual quote.

And right now, there are two (immediate) things and I want a lot a lot a lot. One's a dream/wish that started when I was probably too young to understand the intensity of that desire but it has never changed nor faded all these years, and another is something I will regret forever if I don't make it happen. And I do have regrets that never tempered as time went by, and I know how utterly frustrating and heartbreaking it feels. Suffice to say, I don't want to have to feel that again.

Anyway. I'm in the process of making both things happen. And I'm not superstitious or anything, but I don't want to jinx it by telling the whole world about it (also, there was this video somewhere that talks about having less chance of achieving something the more people you tell it to. Ah, it's this one). Plus it all still feels like a small step, for both things, but anyway, it's a step nonetheless and I'll make sure I get there sooner or later.

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以上、Chii です。