modus operandi

Aah... it'll be too much of a problem for whoever I move out to stay with, and it's just another 2 months to graduation. I've lasted this long, another 8 weeks is nothing. By then I'll have found a job (hopefully) and that much closer to being further away from them. And even though I want to, I know I'm not mature enough just yet to be on my own, to be truly independent, so I won't try moving out yet.

I'm not going to do anything stupid! Really, I won't! Sorry for freaking you out. It's what it is, 'stupid', and I won't do it. And well, it's pointless standing up for myself so it's better if I use that energy elsewhere more worth my time.

I wish I could go away somewhere far away too =\ but in the mean time I'll just have to see this through.