Must. Not. Rage.

お母さんはバカ！
おかあさんはバカ！
Okaa-san wa baka!
(My) mother's an eejit!
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I know, I know. I said I'll stop ranting about my parents or either of them individually. But sometimes (most of the time) my mother can be SUCH AN ARSE.

This is my life; I chose to be in a relationship, I chose him to be in one with, and I know how bad things can get in a relationship but for once I chose to be brave and risk the possibility of getting hurt because I am not giving up on the possibility of this working out.

"Just be friends, okay? Don't be in a relationship or you'll get hurt."

You know, last I checked this is my life and these are my choices to make, whatever the consequences, which I will bear on my own if and when they occur because it is my own bloody responsibility, even though you might think that I'll be so devastated I'll need you to get me through it (and how the hell did you get so delusional to think that I'll ever need your help to get through the hypothetical pain I got myself into?). Don't get too comfortable with dictating practically every aspect of my life the way you've been doing for the past 22 years, and don't think you'll ever get the chance to dictate my emotions. This is one thing I won't let you mess up.

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以上、Chii です。