Some things are difficult to change

I know, I know. I live to disappoint. I guess, deep down, I'm still a child that refuses to grow up and face things; who isn't as confident and as fearless as I thought she was—that I thought I could be. It's just. It's like my own personal speed limit, and I turn into a second-guessing-coward once it gets remotely near that limit.

And we were having a sort-of good day despite not seeing each other, too.
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以上、Chii です。